Do you ever mentally freak out because you realise that you can’t see anything in your future?

Because I have things I want to be able to do, and maybe I’ll get to do them one day (hopefully), but none of those things are solid. I don’t aspire to be something like a teacher or a doctor or a librarian, or something solid, something that can be ‘life long’. And I don’t want a wife or a husband or kids or grandkids. I don’t want a family.

So when I look at my future, it’s very hard to see anything. Sometimes, that scares the fuck out of me.